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What's making you smile today?

An amazing experience I had at 6:30 in the morning. It was totally new to me, I didn't even know that kind of a feeling is possible. Anyway, it was magical. I will never forget it.
I actually thought I wasn't that kind of a person that wants to feel closeness or intimacy or anything.

What is your personal motto?

"Everything is possible as long as you believe in yourself." I really feel bad for those who don't believe in themselves. Their life must be miserable. What do they even think about future? Nothing positive, I guess.
I didn't always believe in myself either, but thank God I do so now, but it's weird, 'cause if we take a look at what people say and do to me at school, for example, it should be the other way round.

Show us your last text message.

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...yeah. I'm not going to tell you anything about that.

I'm very worried about my friend. She was about to commit a suicide a couple of days ago, thank God she is still alive. I want to help her the best I can, but I'm a few years younger than she is, so what can I say? I have said what do I think about relationships and things like that, but I guess we are pretty different kind of people.
What can I do to help her? Can I even do anything? Maybe just listen to her?

I don't even get it. What is a reason to kill yourself? There are no reasons to do that. There is not a thing people couldn't get through or learn to live with, if that's what they really want to do. Everyone needs to realize that life is beautiful!

I want to study psychology, so I guess this is a great chance to learn.

There is something I love and whenever I'm depressed or it feels like there's no hope, they make me want to hang on. That's why I know I love them. And that's how strong love really is.

What's your best quality?

I'm law-abiding. It wasn't a long time ago that I didn't dare to disagree with some people, some of my friends, for example, I was afraid of being abandoned by them. I don't know why, but suddenly I just started being brave and independent. I guess I'm just finally letting the real me come out.

And what's the reason for being law-abiding? Karma. We are going strong together.

1. Lost Highway
2. Born to Be My Baby
3. You Give Love a Bad Name
4. Summertime
5. I'll Sleep When I'm Dead w/ Mercy & Start Me Up
6. Blaze of Glory
7. Whole Lot of Leavin'
8. Runaway
9. Any Other Day
10. Captain Crash & the Beauty Queen from Mars
11. Keep the Faith
12. I'll Be There for You (Richie Sambora)
13. It's My Life
14. Raise Your Hands
15. Have a Nice Day
16. Who Says You Can't Go Home
17. Livin' on a Prayer

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18. Always
19. Wanted Dead Or Alive
20. Bad Medicine w/ Shout

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Olivia Lenners was born in the general hospital of Loimaa on June 15th 1993 at 8:26 pm.

Today was simply incredible! And I dared to claim that confirmation school is stupid, huh? Well, I was wrong. It has been one of the most enlarging experiences in my life so far. It feels awesome to finish it, finally, though I will feel a bit longing, especially because our teacher is such a wise man, who has seen and known a lot in the world, who has tought me a lot during these couple of weeks. Though the confirmation school hasn't changed the way I believe, I mean - I haven't become a committed Christian and I never will, but it was not until today that I learned to live in peace with the way I'm living and I noticed that I don't need to deny the religion, like I have tried to do to find my path. Now it feels like I would have experienced a huge illumination or something. Maybe I haven't, but at least I'm a bit closer to the point of knowing myself and knowing my place and what I am meant to do.

In it's own way, this day was one of the greatest days in my life. Of course the Scorpions days are always the Scorpions days, but there was something really, really instructive in this day. I finally learned, what does 'forgiveness' mean and what it means to get a second (or even a third!) chance.

If you knew you were about to lose your voice permanently, what is the last thing you would want to say?

First of all, this is a great, great question! There are so many things I'd like to say, but in the other hand... I'd just like to smile my famous cunning grin. From that people would know that even if I lost my voice permanently, I wouldn't stay quiet.

The voice loss almost happened a long time ago, more than ten years ago, in the mid 90's, I guess. I don't remember this, luckily, but my mom has told me this.
I was suffering from one of my many urinary infections and it had an effect on my talking, too. I couldn't speak properly, I had to stutter and I finally managed to say the words by whispering them. The doctors had said that I wouldn't be able to speak normally anymore, that my speech wouldn't recover. After a little while, amazingly, it did recover and I was able to speak well again.
Someone up above, I emphasize SOMEONE, I won't say who, must have known I still had a lot to say. :)

But, anyway, back to the question. In my last words I would probably want to thank a person, who has had the biggest impact on me and who has made me the person I am today. I haven't met him personally yet, but I will meet him, someday.

What are your first thoughts upon waking?

After Saturday it has been a huge disappointment and depression, because my ears are still ringing, and they might ring till the end of my life. Oh yes, I was so wise again. Well, at least I'm a bit wiser now.

Usually I just think how late is it.