Now I have found it: 30 second to mars. Or then it too. I heard it a some day from radio, that song was maybeA Beautiful Lie. My friend said first that it´s "A beautiful Life" but it doesn´t heard so good than Lie. An dthen, right now, I'm listening to.. The Kill. Yeah and after that´ll comes The Fantasy.
Yesterday I (again again) make a fool of myself. There were games around and we (me and mira) disputed about a ball, we tried to get it from to others. A moment I got the ball and keeped it in my lap. Then comes Sakari and ask can I give it to him! I said that "noway are you mad" or something, I had take it in hard work. Sakari said that the ball is his and I told him to prove it. He explained something and I had to give a ball back. :(
Yeah that was stirring thing ;D
Now and then it looks like that people don´t want to think what they say. Or then they just don´t think. In the morning I walked to kitchen slowly and tired, I smile my family, it was my greeting. Then Sanna's mother said to me that I must say something. I didn´t know whatta can I say couse I didn´t have anything in my mind. I said only "hay" and they were so happy for that. Then came it to my mind, I thought people says too frequently everything needless. I can´t
explain my thoughts, but something like that. He/she will understand who has think the same.I had the odd sleep at night. There was some old ladies, who try to escape from old people's home with little girls. They go through of the window to car park, where wated cars. Everyone start to put that childrens to cars so quikly than they can and men started their cars. Someone old grandma got the heart attack and she died. Three other old ladys go the garden around the car park and tried to hide that grandma who was dead. I couldn´t see where they put her but they left stay the garden. One of the old ladys alter to be butterfly and she falled to dormancy (If butterflies fall to dormancy?) and one just fall asleep to bench. Third lady hided them to the garden in bushes.
Rice and Broiler is our foodstuffs today. I love it and my mum too couse she'll make it to us. :p"
I've got the sniffles.I can´t breath through mu nose and it´s difficult to talk. My voice is heard nowhere and I can´t sing at all. It´s hard to listen music but still can´t sing after singer yourself. A boy said to me he hope that I recover soon^^ In this weekend we were about to go to father´s but then I get sick. But if I tell you the truth, I wouldn´t want to go there and I´m little happy for this:)
In the evening I gonna get a hot chocolate for my throat. Mum tried to explain that it´s better take a hot juice but I wanna hot chocolate. Hot chocolate is better that hot juice becouse there is chocolate and milk in hot chocolate xD I have fun here.
I have to read to history test, it´s tomorrow in first lesson. uuh i can´t stand this -so hard.
If You get wet, You'll be sick.
Again in the bus stop.Avril Lavigne´s song Slipped away is screaming in my head. Start to raining.Little raindrops are just like tears which are falling over me. Now start a older song what I hadn´t hear before.That´s not bad, I get it from Katja or Mira, i can´t relly remember^_^
When I go off the buss and it go away, Avril says: "I'm with you". Hm I don´t know song´s name. Then I just walk to home.
Yesterday and today I was there in the chapel and there happened everything... what I like.
Yesterday was better than today
Yesterday we met again
He nibbled my hair.
He chafed my arm in the shop
I hoped don´t ever stop.
He let down his head in my lap
And I pressed it.
When we sat side by side
His arm touched mine.
And under the table
His shoe was on my foot.
After day he said me you´re it what I hate.
So early when I wake up today^^
I have to be in the chapel at 10:00 a.m. There will be my confirmation class.. and him. I have to run to bus stop and I can't know remember when that bus is comes..? I have to check it.
Mum's still sleeping. I hope she doesn´t wake up yet becouse then I couldn´t write this anymore, I couldn´t center. :s and now I mustn´t listen a music or then mum would wake.
Yesterday evening our family (mumj, sister and I) went to cinema watch a film The Spiderwick chronicles. The movie didn´t tell the story right, but maybe it was that which made that movie good. I couldn´t know what will happened next, and I like it.
But that monsters are terrible.
Next summer will be so fantastic! We have three weddings then and my confirmation too. First in June my cousin and hers bridegroom, and then only day before my confirmation my friend´s bigbrother and his bride. And in August my other cousin and his bride would go to married^_^ <3
I must pack my back before I left now. After confirmation class I´ll stay the night with Katja, and Mira´ll comes too. We´ll take photos and laughing like mads>_<
Yeah this is for Mira and Katja::
M and K
I’m sorry I don´t know why
Maybe it´s you f___ing blonde chickens
Move off my way
I can´t see any reason why should I stay
I hate you I really hate
And I wanna go with them
On you there´re my fingerprints
Onlu you can find my smile
I miss I don´t know who
But I have a fair guess
You were push trought me
Nobody wants to know us
When we’re side by side
And laughing like madmans
No outsider can´t understand (What a hell?!)
Yeah it´s the best thing about that
I wanna I don´t know what
Maybe run to you and hug
I´m telling a story myself
In our piggy banks there are many memories
That won´t be your own moment
If it´s from movie
We make our life ourselves
>My favourite letters are M and K
Who´ll be you if you die
Who wanna be close to me
Who walks with me to school
Who´s gonna tell what to do
Who can tell to grandma
How she must wave kniiting needles
Who are M
and K
Two of us believe to one other
We´ll meet again
Our noses are pointing ahead
Together we´ll build our way
I need you both to our coffee shop
(..Mira is my man:'D )
Oh yeas first text in here. I like to write in english different things and now i have really good time for it. This morning Mum go to somewhere and I'm here alone. I eat rice crispies and strawberry jam of yellow basin, this is the second dose already. Music sing out loud from my computer. Miku (An café) sing first and then Bill (Tokio Hotel). Though I listen Tokio Hotel's music a lot I´m not like a some blonde chickens who sais all the time: "Oh Bill and Tom are so cute!I love them sooo much!!I die if I never can´t see them! " no no no I have my own life:)
I hope I haven´t too much mistakes in my texts. If they are, I'm sorry
about that. I'm only 15 and I can't speak english really good. But
still I hope comments for you.. hmph.
Here is my own poem in english, i wrote it yesterday night:
Every day is like the same
Every morning
You´ll open your radio
First you hear it´s raining day
You´ll run to the bus stop in late
I know it
couse I´ve spied you
Then will come your pretty date
And I draw the drapes
You have long way
To home on foot in the rain
Something heated your ears
Voice from melody said to you I love only you
You told me it
When I was in front you
We left walk to home
And still ahead my homedoor you left me alone
In a Café
I´m staring them out the window
And they stare back then
Big a hot chocolate cup in my hands
I try to smile them
I hope you say what you like it:D I not often make up in this way, but now I make up this. And I hadn´t write this in here, if I didn´t like it myself. And I like it.
But now I have to go to school, I'm thinking what there is in menu today..? :D I hope something good