3 posts tagged “guitar”

I just gotta say... YEEEEEAAAHH!! On Friday I was so sad and angry and desperate because I didn't succeed with my playing (guitar is the instrument that I'm talking about) and I seriously though about quitting, but yesterday and earlier today I decided to practice, not very hard, though. A moment ago I tried to play the solo of Back to the Cave and a part that I hadn't gotten right before, but though I hadn't even played the whole song in ages, I got that part right. You can't imagine how I felt: I was and am sure it was a sign for making the right decision, which was to continue practising.
And why I'm so crazy about this is because to me playing the guitar doesn't mean that I just play the guitar, 'cause it's fun and what I like to do, it means the world to me. I have to become a successful artist, because I'm so ambitious. And the reason why I'm so ambitious is that I have to show all these idiots here that they were wrong by saying that I would never become a rockstar. It's my dream and I will f-in' make it come true! And the fact that they treat me like shit makes me want to try even harder.
I know there is gonna be a whole lot of frustration and fighting against myself before I become as good as I want to be (if there is such a thing, I'm a perfectionist and it's never enough to be good, I gotta be better), but what happened today showed me that's it's worth it all.

Thank you.
I apologize some possible typos, I'm so happy right now that I just don't happen to care that much.

This post is going to be about things that have happened lately and things that are going to happen soon. Quite normal things.

Today I got a new amplifier. Okay, it's not new, it's my dad's old one....anyway. My guitar sounds so much better with it than my old amp. I got new inspiration for playing the guitar, maybe I'll start composing my own songs now. I have also been playing the drums a bit.

School has been pretty normal, it started on July 11th. I wasn't too thrilled about it, but it has been very nice at school when compared with last year, which was hell. Maybe, just maybe the bullying is over now... Next year I'm going to another school, so it would be pretty nice to miss some people, who have been nice to me. Or at least nicer than before.
Anyway, we've got the class portrayal tomorrow. I hope I won't look like an ass in the picture.

What do you daydream about? Is it something far-fetched, or something that might actually happen?

What a nice question! I obviously daydream about being a rock'n'roll superstar, a true monster of rock. I want to be the best woman to play the guitar, the greatest songwriter in the world, the greatest musician-politician in the world, and of course, the greatest musician-philosopher in the world. That's a lot, yeah, but I still see it as my future. At least a part of it. Anyway, a dream is not a dream if it's not a bit impossible. And again - everything is possible as long as you believe in yourself.