2 posts tagged “shit”

My life is a mess. Just on Thursday I was the happiest person in the world - full of excitement and the joy of waiting, but in Friday evening everything changed. Why did these people have to get involved with those things in the first place? I don't know who's telling the truth and who's lying or who's changing the story just a little bit and who's being provocative.
What I know is I don't want to loose this person. He is so important to me. It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you. I can promise that.

School sucks right now. Anyway, I may survive after all! And thank God it's only one year left and then I can leave this town.

I took two tests yesterday (history and physics) and one test today (German). I still got three tests to take, but they can wait for the next week, I have time. I love German and the test was great, probably the easiest of all three German tests I've taken this year. I may get a 10 from it. We'll hope so.
The tests that are still waiting for me to take them, are mother tongue, English and Russian. Finnish and English are easy for me, and Russian, too, I'm just too lazy to study in the spring.

Anyway... It has been a hell of a hard year. One son of a bitch.
I've probably done more mistakes than ever, but still some people can believe in me and stand by me, whatever happened. I really learned a lot this year. First of all, I really learned that I am tough like the devil! And, of course, I've learned from my mistakes and I'm much more wiser now than last year.